Organized Chaos

October 12, 2009

It has been a while since I've written... not that I didn't have anything to say. I thought blogging to myself was stupid, but now I see it's a miniture getaway. Frustration is starting to make it's way back in my life, though I have been feeling quite alright. I just don't know where it's coming from, just don't want it to think it's won. So, I will get myself together and focus on what I need to do, and hope that frustration will see there's no extra room. I have to live my life the best I know how, the best of my life is what I want to live now. I'll be 30 next year, within myself I want to be more sincere. I want to not worry about my heart, by age 30 my heart will make its mark to stand on it's own if need be, or be join with it's kind.

organized chaos
misplaced possessions
unconsciencly conscience
and still can not see
Hearing words
and still can not believe
more than promises, but for keeps
more than moments, but for enterity
organized chaos
misplaced possessions
homeless in a home
soberly drunk into a daze of scattered thoughts
somber hearts, weary eyes where tears used to lie
now dried up by the numbness
organized chaos
and misplaced possessions
a slow path draws near
where your heart will be
the world changes, the light shines through
the love spills out, and all anew.
organized possessions, chaos misplaced
the time is now,
figure out your next move,
your heart will show you how.
Organized Chaos
it's been too long, 3 years later
and this can't last
so Organize the Chaos
and find some peace,
it's time for drama free please.