Sometimes

Sometimes...
Sometimes my words are my tears
Sometimes silence is my fears
Sometimes my smile is a shield
Sometimes my thoughts aren't revealed
Sometimes I laugh while I cry
Sometimes it's a mask for how I feel on the inside
Sometimes a hug is my only contact
sometimes I'm standoffish from the contact I lack
Sometimes I comprehmise too much
Sometimes when I do, I'm more out of touch
Sometimes the moment is all I have
Sometimes that moment goes too fast
Someteims the sun is shining bright
Sometimes I can't see the light
Sometimes it's dark and cold
Sometimes the sometime gets old
Sometimes my poems speak louder
sometimes I wonder why I even bother.
Sometimes....